Sleeping

The more I sleep the more tired I become. I probably sleep 15 hours a
day on my hard 40 cm wide bed. All my energy is gone and I'm left with
an aching head and legs. I feel motionless and empty, waiting for
something to come and fill me up. Meanwhile I'm just staring at the
endless field passing by outside the window or trying to read,
sometime sheding a tear for no particular reason. This would
be a perfect time to meditate, but every attempt fails as my tired
body starts talking and interrupting me and I finally give in and lay
down to sleep... I finally got into meditation day 4. I'm in a bliss.
All pain gone. Marie